A Sorry Update on "The Arraignment"

I am updating this post .

Today was much more difficult than I imagined. The toughest part is the fact that the attorney called us into an office as requested us to keep our testimony to ourselves from this point forward. For the sake of the trial. It's going to be a long, difficult road ahead. My heart is in my throat. I want to vent, I want to talk about it. I want to put it into words and describe today. But I can't. I won't jeopardize this. I know justice will be served. But it will be served with a great loss to all involved.
My heart is broken. I am aching, inside. My family suffers immensely. I miss Her. My Ashley, My sister, Our family. The way my life was.